well it happened again. 2 weeks ago (yes i no its been a while) me n ash broke up.that night just got worse and worse. i dont really want to remember what happened but i figure i have to get it out somehow.
started out 2 thursdays ago. i got off work late. i told her wednesday i thoight i got fof work at 5 n it turned out i got off at 8 n ash has no fone or nethin so i couldnt contact her to tell her differently. she was all pissed off i foudn out later because she gave up goin out w. caroline n waited for me ok 1 mistake i made , not even a mistake a accident cause hel i had to be at work. i also found out fter i told ash we'd just chill cause i dont got enough gas to drive around that we'd drive friday n just chill the 2 of us on thrusday well i get 15 calls from caroline n finialy i get ahold of her when i get off work and shes liek where r u ash said u were chill'n w. me n miles n every1 im liek no butyea i got off work drive past ash's house no 1 was outside n i went up to say hi stay'd a min than left n told her id call her tomarro. well i was a bit bleh see'n how 1 thing that happened made her so bleh at me.so i got out of skool and i told her the thursday priar to me going to her house that id call her liek 3 / 4-ish to see where she was. i dont really remember where i was but i know i didnt call cause i was driv'n around i had suff on my mind which was our relationship. before i was driving around i visited kate. me n her well she is happy as all hell w.mike n im glad she finialy is happy n i was crazy happy w. ash n me n kate usualy rnt this happy. so i decided to visit. well ileft and i got a fone call from meagan asking if id drive caroline home because meagan dont liek her n i unno i sil think its dick to tell ur friend to piss off cause ur other friend dont like em but w.e thats just me so i did she said shedgive e some gas money. so i drive from brick where i was to the dinner lke 20 mins away. i get there carloines in tears shesjust upset. well i go over to 711 to talk to ash n get my gasmoney from meagan n fuck'n ash just ignors me no hi no hug nothin she was excited about fuck'n mini marshmellos not see'n me though so that pissed me off. well i get caroline home and on our way i find out ash'n is pissed off n all this shit. well i drop caroline off and i findo ut ash n meagan r at the park w. matty or w.e i dotn no where maty or the park is so i go to the mall cause im pissed. im not a after thought to ash it seems. well i get there after driving around for a little bit. i chill w. some people. nothin to big. than i leave and i go to matty's cause i got directions i didnt really want to go but i figured ash might talk to me here but nope. i get there and i stoped to early and meagan calls me up and says somethin stupid liek u stoped to short nice job asshole. jok'n or not thats fuck'd up the way she said it. bu i stop getout and we walk liek 5 mins from where i parked cause they didnt tell me matty lives like 5 mins away but w.e we get there and ash n this new gay kid go to the basement and im upstairs w.matty and meagan cause ash went to the bathroom so i thought they were com'n up nope i went down and ash is sill ignoring me. i stay for half an hour no word is spoken to me from ash bout the shit were deal'n w. hell we werent dealing w. it. so i get a call from corrie~congrats corrie :)~moving on though and im liek sure i want to meet thenew boyfriend why not think'n to myself i got nothin to do here so i get up n wakl over to ash
"your leaving" i answer yes "you always have to go"
no hugno nothin so im pretty pissed n upset so i leave i get out the door , five feet from the house n meagan comes ou"why r u being a duche" who the fuck is she to interfier. we get in a argument and i said meagan it was a accident that i said 5 not 8 hell i was at work so i oculd make money to pay for gas so i can drive around you guys jesus. she comes back w. yea well now u no how it feels (refurring to when she went over to johns after i said no i dont want u there when we wee dating and john was her ex)
i said well u had a choice i didnt " o u wanted me to sleep ion the streets, blah blah blah " o go to hell justin i flat ouf said fuck you! corrie was on the fone for a good 80% of it but i left n went to target in 9 minutes. i get there park and i wakl to the door and i get a call from ash i told her meagan needs to mind her own buisness after she said she wants to talk and i said no im not doin this over the fone.and i said meagan needs to mind her own buisness " o but she doesnt she is right in say'n what she did shes my bestfriend" w./e the fone broke out. so i went in all pissed, he seems like a speed freak but hes kool lol but yea we drive aroudn they show me a nissan 30zx 5 speed, a 1988 i think. but yea i go bak to brick cause i was gonna meet them at barns n nobles. i get a call its so guy (really miles) ask'n why im act'n up heh fuck him who the fuck is he to ask me shit he talked shit bout me to ash for no fuck'n reason n i did nothin but good shit for that kid fuck him hes dead to me . but eya i call ash n meagan i meet ash at teh dinner again driving from brick to seaside basicaly. but yea she tells me somebullshit say'n how im never around and i always have to go n shit when in reality for 2 weeks i neglected my friends and car club and skool work for her fuck her man that got to me most of all n she broke up w. me say'n ts a break from us when in reality i been think'n we'll never date again. n from that day i get fone calls n shit from her n last 1 was 2 nights ago well yesterday mornin it was 3, she called im liek im exausted i gotta sleep n she cept ask'n o why u always tired meagan said when u 2 dated u werent this tiredblahblah i like i said the night befor when u cled you dont desurve a explination n we hung up. than 5 mins later "can i call u in a half an hour i need to talk to u its important" i flatout said no n hugn up this shit has got'n to me. o and thats just 1 bad thing but ill let u guys read this and umm get depressed and feel beter about your lives
BUT GO NICK ANS ASHLEY (best friend ash nto ex) thier finialy happy i knew this would happen 1 day